Nemo is the best. Ehmahgawd. He came over the other day, and surprised me with a new pair of shoes. They're boots, and they are, absolutely amazing.~ I loooove them. He's very, very sweet.
I also met Johanna for the first time, finally. She's a nice girl. And I do hope she gave thanks from me to Sebastian for those cupcakes. If him and Elias were in a baking competition, I don't know, it'd probbably be a tie. I think they need to do that.
I'd like to be able to see Nikola sometime again. I wonder how he's doing as well. But also Cambion. I feel like the worst best friend in the entire world sometimes. I'll make sure I have his favorite cookies in hand next time I knock on his door.
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Saturday, May 26, 2012
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Mello
Just to clarify:
The past is the /past/, and as much as we wish we could change it, bullshit happens, and you've just got to deal with it.
But that doesn't mean that guilt just poofs away. Oh no, that stays with you. Me, I am the King of Self Loathing, and Guilt.
I must pay a visit to Riley, and soon. I've not seen him in so long. I do miss him. I feel /old/ sometimes.
...Denzel, what I've done to traumatized you, biting you, I'm aware how your fear of blood is kind of due to, well, me.
And I know that you will never like me, or feel safe around me. And I do not expect you to. And you shouldn't, you should never be okay with what I've done to you.
But I'm not a vampire anymore. Do I still have a thirst for blood? Sometimes. But I'm not the feeding, crazy monster that I once was. I'm sorry...
And I've said it so many times, haven't I? Shit.
The past is the /past/, and as much as we wish we could change it, bullshit happens, and you've just got to deal with it.
But that doesn't mean that guilt just poofs away. Oh no, that stays with you. Me, I am the King of Self Loathing, and Guilt.
I must pay a visit to Riley, and soon. I've not seen him in so long. I do miss him. I feel /old/ sometimes.
...Denzel, what I've done to traumatized you, biting you, I'm aware how your fear of blood is kind of due to, well, me.
And I know that you will never like me, or feel safe around me. And I do not expect you to. And you shouldn't, you should never be okay with what I've done to you.
But I'm not a vampire anymore. Do I still have a thirst for blood? Sometimes. But I'm not the feeding, crazy monster that I once was. I'm sorry...
And I've said it so many times, haven't I? Shit.
Echo
It's been a bit interesting lately, I guess. Nemo came to see me the other day, so I assume he's feeling better. Which is good, I was worried about him for awhile, there.
Also, Sebastian had another baby. Nikola. I wonder what he'll be like. Wonderful, as all of his and Ciel's children are. I've already had the opportunity to feed him, and he was incredibly adorable, so.
As for Lachrimae...I don't know. He just needs to be able to talk sometimes, and share. And if he feels as if he can't with me, that's fine, but he needs someone..
But what I do know is that I think I've become stronger. Nemo has now become a very close friend of mine, and Cambion will always be my best friend. Lachrimae, Sebastian, Cam and Keaira, all the kids. And what Gabriel's..angels, minions, whatever, did to Caru, is unforgivable. And if battle presents itself, I will not back down.
Also, Sebastian had another baby. Nikola. I wonder what he'll be like. Wonderful, as all of his and Ciel's children are. I've already had the opportunity to feed him, and he was incredibly adorable, so.
As for Lachrimae...I don't know. He just needs to be able to talk sometimes, and share. And if he feels as if he can't with me, that's fine, but he needs someone..
But what I do know is that I think I've become stronger. Nemo has now become a very close friend of mine, and Cambion will always be my best friend. Lachrimae, Sebastian, Cam and Keaira, all the kids. And what Gabriel's..angels, minions, whatever, did to Caru, is unforgivable. And if battle presents itself, I will not back down.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Valdus
Life has been..weird.
Then again, when isn't life weird?
Addis agreed to get rid of the cats, but he wanted to keep Noodles, so I let 'em. It's the least I can do.
Also..he proposed. and I accepted.
Kinda surreal, I guess would be the word. All very quick.
I'm happy. It's..a weird happy. New happy.
I'll get used to it, hopefully. And hopefully, gladly. Roll with the punches, yeah? But it was a nice punch. Heh.~
I wonder how Luca and Chester are.
Then again, when isn't life weird?
Addis agreed to get rid of the cats, but he wanted to keep Noodles, so I let 'em. It's the least I can do.
Also..he proposed. and I accepted.
Kinda surreal, I guess would be the word. All very quick.
I'm happy. It's..a weird happy. New happy.
I'll get used to it, hopefully. And hopefully, gladly. Roll with the punches, yeah? But it was a nice punch. Heh.~
I wonder how Luca and Chester are.
Friday, May 4, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Molly
Calixa, you're wrong. You good for nothing grandmother, that likes eating dead skin!
Genieveve isn't afraid of love, she just didn't find it in me. What? I am just as romantic as those nerdy boys. I can be. But when she tells me she finds a boy cute, or flirts like she does, I feel the need to rip out throats and scream until everyone's ears bleed.
It's my fault for believing we could have had something.
Everything is so loud...
Genieveve isn't afraid of love, she just didn't find it in me. What? I am just as romantic as those nerdy boys. I can be. But when she tells me she finds a boy cute, or flirts like she does, I feel the need to rip out throats and scream until everyone's ears bleed.
It's my fault for believing we could have had something.
Everything is so loud...
Echo
Apparently there is a war going on between heaven and hell. Sebastian thinks it might be because of him killing Bernard, but I think a lot of people would agree with me that he did that to protect Ciel and everyone else he cares about, not to start something, but not that he didn't know it would upset the other angels.
Nemo seems to be more confident about the situation than Sebastian, though. He apparently killed one the other day. But he doesn't seem shaken, in fact, he says he finds it 'fun.'
Should I be so immune as well? I can't help it, I think all of this violence is useless.
But I guess sympathetic feelings can ultimately help you loose in a situation like that.
Like, whatever. I'm not getting involved.
I think I'll go cuddle Monty now.~
Nemo seems to be more confident about the situation than Sebastian, though. He apparently killed one the other day. But he doesn't seem shaken, in fact, he says he finds it 'fun.'
Should I be so immune as well? I can't help it, I think all of this violence is useless.
But I guess sympathetic feelings can ultimately help you loose in a situation like that.
Like, whatever. I'm not getting involved.
I think I'll go cuddle Monty now.~
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